Trying not to get mad

So, my laptop is 'almost' dead, so writing is an impossible task right now - at least until I know how serious the issue is. Meanwhile I do foolish things not to think about the loss. These 'foolish things'.

1-      1- Lumeriel –I’m Lumeriel everywhere.

2-      2- Fëanor/Fingolfin (Tolkien); Nie MingJue/Jin GuangYao (MXTX-MDZS); Caranthir/Haleth (Tolkien); Jiang Cheng/Lan JingYi (MXTX-MDZS); Wen RuoHan/Jiang FengMian(MXTX-MDZS); Shi WuDu/Shi QinXuan(MXTX-TGCF) and other minor ships.

3-     3-  Almost the same above, plus Gil-Galad/Elrond; Maedhros/Fingon; Melkor/Sauron; Wen Ning/Wen Zhuliu; Lan Sizhui/Lan JingYi…

4-     4-  When I was 9yo.

5-      5- Haha! A fic from The Nibelungs. I was… 9yo? I burned it.

6-      6- This is hard: Two Shores of the lake, I guess. And Weakness. And ‘In this life… meow!’

7-    7-   Crown Jewel maybe?

8-     8-  Paradise’s Flowers and Dance of Swords -right now my most ambitious WIP.

9-    9-  Can’t chose, ok? I love them all. But ‘A star in the night’ and ‘The Prince and the Dragon’ are really important to me.

10-   10-  Lovers to Enemies to Lovers.

11-  11-  Explicit mpreg.

12-   12- ?

13-  13-  Songs, a conversation, a thread, a painting, a movie…

14- 14-  ?

15-   15- Shi Wudu as Nicholas Long and Jin GuangYao as a cat. Nie MingJue as a monster! Fingolfin in Two Shores of the lake and Fëanor in ‘A star in the night’.

16-  16-  A King’s Bride, second part of Two Shores of the lake, with Gil-galad/Curufin and Caranthir/Haleth as main ships.

17-   17- There are so many. I have this Cinderella’s version with Turgon/Maeglin, The Little Mermaid’s version with Gil-galad/Elrond; Rapunzel with Fëanor/Fingolfin; Dance of Swords –that almost no one is reading – my originals –that none reads: Children of Gaia; Songs of Satahra; Lightbearer: the road to Gehenna; Warrior Moon; Rubies over black velvet; Broken wings…

18-  18-  ‘Tus hijos devorarán a tus hijos. ‘ –‘your children will devour your children’

19-   19- ?

20- 20-   I kála hendelyato. By now, I’m pretty sure I’ll never finish it.

21-   21- Hoho! A bunch! Tolkien’s fandom: Spiced_wine; Kalendeer; SpaceWall; Oshun; starlightwalking, soulmate923, Fade_into_the_west; MXTX’s fandom: GoldenVendetta, clockwockspider, rosehoney, Wen_Ruonhandled, silverneko, ScarLetRose, Belisama, Ariz_Knight, Alientodetinta…

22-  22-  Here comes the sun nanana… okey, no. Well, big series and verse and amazing worldbuilding: Dark Prince’s verse, by Spiced_wine; treacherous depths, by rosehoney; Scarred, by soulmate923, anything by GoldenVendetta; Underground treasure, by ScarLetRose.